life as you see it.

jaiskyy:

The problem with opening up to someone when you’ve been hurt so much is that you don’t trust them. You don’t trust that they’ll be what they say they’ll be towards you, and your fixated with needing to know everything about then no matter at what cost. You believe in what they say but the moment something is brought up by someone else your perspective on the situation or the comment made by that someone changes. When you’ve been hurt to that extent before you don’t realize that eventually you’ll be hurting that person you cant trust because you are too self conscious and afraid to just let go and believe.

Control

Can we control our feelings and let aside everything we’ve been through and start fresh for the sake of the person you care so much about? If so, how much are we willing to let go and how comfortable can we be with them?

Fear

The Fear to have something happen to you that has happened before makes you do things that you regret doing but at the moment didnt bother to object doing.

The Fear of losing something or someone you care about so much, and the fear of hurting that same individual are never considered because of your selfish acts. Because you are too preoccupied with not getting hurt again you forget that there is that other person that you are hurting day by day in one way or another.

What we don’t see while being preoccupied with all this is that while we are trying to protect us from getting hurt with hurt other people and eventually we hurt our selves.

Also always remember that never be afraid to speak the truth and to let the person you care about see your weakness.

Compromise and Trust

The secret of a happy relationship is compromise and trust.

If you don’t have trust towards the other person run as fast as you can from them because you’re relationship is set to failure. Trust one another and compromise, and most importantly TALK.

A relationship is nothing without communication, and learn to communicate things as they are. When you start to play telephone like you did in middle school you could end up with bigger issues than you had to start with.

Love, Jai

Have you ever loved somebody? What was it like? Do you wish you were in love right now?

I have loved a few people actually. It’s very strange, but in a good way.
Ummm i don’t know if i want to be ‘in love.’ I would like to talk with someone and get to know them.
I dont think you can say i want to be in love and then fall in love with someone. You kinda talk with someone and start to enjoy talking to them and their company. Love is strange.

what’s one thing you wish you could change about your personality and physical appearance? & are you a virgin?

Sometimes i wish i cared more. I have a very dgaf attitude. Also sometimes im a little too honest and sarcastic and people dont catch that im joking and they get offended. Like I’m the type of person to where if i start a joke. I want the next person to like keep it going. If that even makes sense. hahaha.

I have always wanted a new nose and a stronger jawline.

I am not a virgin.

come hang out with me in san francisco?<3

Ive been wanting to go back to sf, but possibly maybe if i knew who you were. hahahaha

What’s your full name?

Adrian Anthony Avina.

My dad did it on purpose cause he thought having triple a as initials was cool. So my brother and i both have triple a as our initials. My dad was/is a stoner.

Also why my twitter is Triple_Adriiian.

My mom just went on a late night adventure. Isn’t that what i should be doing. Once again the weirdness of our relationship continues. Also what i have said before still remains. It’s as if she is my kid and i am her mother. Mentally of course. I have my own money, but she helps me out. Well i should say my step dad helps me out. HA.

Are you in college?

I’m getting ready to take some general ed courses at the community college in my town. Just to keep me busy. I really want to go to cosmetology school.

adrian you lovely fat bitch, we have nothing in common! WTF!? I feel like I only know you physically but as far as trying to know you personally there’s nothing there, we have nothing to talk about but gossip it gets so dull! So my question is: what’s underneath all the superficiality? What are some of your “deeper” thoughts, musings on the world, on people, on life. I want to know

I always feel like that is how alot of people feel about me. I’m always so sarcastic. I’m not the smartest person in the world and i know this.

If you would really like to know my “deeper” thoughts. You can just ask me like personally.

garrettcrow:

adriiian:

Am I the only one who thinks you make an ugly, horrible blonde?

I’m sure many people think that. I even think that sometimes. But i am enjoying it for the time being.

wow people are really fucking rude!!! Pisses me off that people think that their opoins matter and have to speak their mind to upset people. I think it looks pretty damn amazing. Fucking cunts should shut their traps

I just think it’s funny how they can’t just say it to me and they have to be rude in my formspring. Like if they think it looks bad. They think it looks bad. Life goes on. I don’t care what people think of me or how i look. Thank you for caring though. <3

if you could either marry martha stewart for a 1,000,000,000,000 and have to fuck her every day for the rest of your life no one else, or chose to live with aids and sleep with as many people as possible… what would you choose?

I would def marry martha! I’ve always wanted to hangout with her. Having sex with her will be weird, but i would never want to give people aids. Thats horrible.

Am I the only one who thinks you make an ugly, horrible blonde?

I’m sure many people think that. I even think that sometimes. But i am enjoying it for the time being.

Why are you intentionally an asshole? I try to communicate with you ALL THE TIME but you never answer me.. Why? Is it because I’m not a gay male?

I’m never intentionally an asshole to anyone. I apologize. I talk to many different people and not just gay males.

so who’s a prettier blonde you, or me? lol.

Well idk who you are. I bet that we both make pretty blondes. :D